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sparklie_tear
05 February 2007 @ 07:36 am
Oh boy, when's the last time I updated?

Iv been so busy, && so happy and content...

everything is well, but Im afraid Iv become too busy for liverjounal, I just wanted to let everyone know I love you<3

:-D ♥
 
 
sparklie_tear
28 September 2006 @ 10:58 pm
Sometimes we find ourselves in the midst of a storm, one which no one really see's cuz its just of our own lives. Thats how I feel right now, Im in a storm & I cant get out...

 
 
sparklie_tear
01 May 2006 @ 10:33 pm
So life is so hectic right now. I have no money. Im broke. Flat BROKE. I just lost my jon & I havent been in school in 6 days. All together, my final month of school is going to be so so so stressfull. But apart from that, I hope you kiddies are having a wonderfull time and enjoying spring..

Let me know what you guys have been up to, its been a while ♥
 
 
Current Mood: worriedworried
 
 
sparklie_tear
28 February 2006 @ 11:08 pm
Hey remember the time I decided to update my journal for once...yeah good times,its now.

Heres to: not going to sleep. sleeping late. cuddling. alcohol. the sun. the beach. the 95 mph. cars. the drives. the realizations. getting lost. new friends. drinking games. shows. staying out till 4 am. scary movies. love. happiness. smiling. weed. grawl's. lots @ lots of movies.laughing. drinking at my 5 person party. swimming. pictures. dreams. 2 dollar icecream. dunkin donuts. being late. haircuts. shows. ahslee simpson. braclets. jamacians. the bakery. the gazebo. nurf guns. the fights. taco bell.sex. country music. ocean parkway. bruises. stoners. relationships. cute boys. crushes. maxi pads and shaving cream. drunk shayna. 7-11. the mall. coldstone. :mumble: brenden. broken ipod's. z's&s's. lots of procrastination. all the food. good friends. good times.♥ ♥
 
 
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: LaLaLa
 
 
sparklie_tear
21 February 2006 @ 03:15 pm
the Asserter
Test finished!
you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.


"I must be strong"



Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Stand up for yourself... and me.
  • Be confident, strong, and direct.
  • Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
  • Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
  • Give me space to be alone.
  • Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
  • I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
  • When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

What I Like About Being a Eight



  • being independent and self-reliant
  • being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
  • being courageous, straightforward, and honest
  • getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
  • supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
  • upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a Eight



  • overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
  • being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
  • sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
  • never forgetting injuries or injustices
  • putting too much pressure on myself
  • getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

Eights as Children Often



  • are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
  • are sometimes loners
  • seize control so they won't be controlled
  • fugure out others' weaknesses
  • attack verbally or physically when provoked
  • take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

Eights as Parents



  • are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
  • are sometimes overprotective
  • can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose AY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • BY (FOUR)
  • CY (SIX)
  • AX (SEVEN)
  • AZ (THREE)




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    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
     
     
     
    sparklie_tear
    09 January 2006 @ 10:10 pm
    Time is going by very quickly and I'm not sure how it gets to be over almost 2 weeks since I update. I'm always thinking of things to "say" but just don't make it to the website.

    Iv been having a really tough time lately with life. Im not so sure how I can handle any of it, and the need to dissapear seems more and more appealing the more time passes.

    I have 2 amazing people who have helped me pass my time, and there the absolut reason Iv been smiling lately, and ofcourse, thats been Shayna && Sam. I cant help but smile around them. And they know what to say to insult me in such a way, that my problems seem to dissapear && just fighting with them, making fun of them, making sweet love to them (well sam) and just joking around, and perhaps sometimes playing video games with monkeys while they TV is turned off. All in all, I cant stress how near & dear they have been to me lately. I love them dearlie.

    Other then that-- Iv come to the conclusion, that I have no friends. Yes, I have aquantences, but honestly, anyone, can you tell me when my birthday is? Or um.. what my favorite band is(I dont even know!!). Heather's the only exception. She's there when she can && I love her for it, but everyone else, why do you even attempt to exist?

    Every night I close my eyes wishing to change, && every morning I erase that list and just fade away. Its been so tought, really now--why does it matter at all?

    I posted this once but hey, here's for the entertainment value:
    The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows..Is that not interesting??
    And:
    Fish cough.
    A duck's quack doesn't echo.
    Fish have no eyelids.
    No word in the English language rhymes with month.
    An elephant can swim 20 miles in a day.
    Bullfrogs are the only animals that don't sleep.
    The hightest percentage of births are in August.
    Bees have 5 eyes.

    MY HANDS ARE AT YOUR THROAT AND I THINK I FUCKING HATE YOU. ♥ && okay , sweet dreams.
     
     
    sparklie_tear
    31 December 2005 @ 01:06 pm
    I had an amazing time last night<3<3 : ) I love you guys<3<3

    Off to Bombay grill, then shopping, then parties tonight: )

    tomorrow : DEEP CREEK!!!

    Im excited.

    Happy New Years everyone, && just so were clear, I love Shayna tons and tons and tons. And she' is goign to have a cooler year then ALL of you fools' woot.

    : )
     
     
    sparklie_tear
    : ) So yesterday was such a busy busy day. I didnt get much sleep (a total of maybe two hours)) && sam came to pick me up and we went to the Visionary Arts museum. I was sortof dissapointed with it, not as great as it usually is i must say. but we still had fun non the less. I got a tissue holder that had an evil duckie on it, and it definetly made my day. Then we went to Sam's house, which was pretty cool seeing as that never happens cuz his parents are ALWAYS home. we ate spaghetti, it was really really good. Then i went to the library && my house. AFterwards towson mall, where we shopped till we dropped (literely) and had dinner.

    the concert was AMAZING!! I got to see sara <3<3 and heather<3<3 && soo many other people. Catch 22, skakabobs, The Tossers, Big D, and some new [[to me]] band which im sure i would remmeber the name of it, if only i wasnt this tired. Everything was so lively, and good. I had an AMAZING time. : ) It definetly made my night.

    :) now im off to prepare for this Dance Party tonight.
     
     
    sparklie_tear
    29 December 2005 @ 10:01 am
    Woahh. So my winter break went fromm dead, to so alive im not sure how Im going to manage it all : ) Im excited.

    Yesterday, (my first actually plann of this WHOLE break) I went to the dr's, where the dr' did lots and lots of testing && shit, && I got blood drawn (which wasnt actually my "eventfull plan-off the day") So then I went to Shay's house, && she looked amazing in her new jeans..awww what fun. We went to Pepe's where I started to ofcourse, miss Tov a bit, && some guy wouldnt stop staring at us. (which was funny cuz when we walked out shay goes "sooo he was STARING" && he was right behind her throwing something out) . We got coffee, got her mom, went to columbia, came back, went to noodles (did anybody know that YAN works @ the noodles in hunt valley? ) we then went to targett (yay) && then i got to see sam. ♥

    Today I get to go to the Visionary Arts musuem with sam, as well as perhaps the aquarium. Then were going to towson for s hopping for our skii trip, followed by the catch22 concert with only the most amazing people ever.

    Friday I will be sleeping all morning, because so far today, I have slept 2 hours. Tomorrow night, there's a huge dance party going on @ my house, its BYOB/W. But just dont get too FUBAR or I wont be able to tolerate you. ^.^ Im excited, lots of good music, people, && lights :) IM me if you'd like to come (erasednrewound)

    Saturday New Years, which ofcourse means im getting trashed. (the end.)

    && Sunday im going to Deep Creek for a great skii'ing trip with sam cuz I love him<3

    So..

    Who's coming friday? ♥
     
     
    Current Mood: happyhappy
    Current Music: Queen
     
     
    sparklie_tear
    27 December 2005 @ 05:37 pm
    If you've seen over 70, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen. Post your score and feel like a loser.



    (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
    (x) Grease
    (x) Pirates of the Caribbean
    (x) Boondock Saints
    ( ) The Mexican
    (x) Fight Club
    (x) Starsky and Hutch
    (x) Neverending Story
    ( ) Blazing Saddles
    (x) Airplane
    Total: 8

    (x) The Princess Bride
    ( ) Young Frankenstein
    (x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
    (x) Napoleon Dynamite
    (x) Saw
    (x) White Noise
    (x) White Oleander
    (x) Anger Management
    (x) 50 First Dates
    ( ) Jason X
    Total: 8

    (x) Scream
    (x) Scream 2
    (x) Scream 3
    (x) Scary Movie
    (x) Scary Movie 2
    (x) Scary Movie 3
    (x) American Pie
    (x) American Pie 2
    (x) American Wedding
    Total: 9

    (x) Harry Potter
    (x) Harry Potter 2
    (x) Harry Potter 3
    (x) Harry Potter 4
    ( ) Resident Evil I
    ( ) Resident Evil 2
    (x) The Wedding Singer
    (x) Little Black Book
    (x) The Village
    (x) Donnie Darko
    Total: 8

    (x) Lilo & Stitch
    (x) Finding Nemo
    (x) Finding Neverland
    (x) 13 Ghosts
    (x) Signs
    (x) The Grinch
    (x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
    (x) White Chicks
    (x) Butterfly Effect
    (x) Thirteen Going on 30
    Total: 10

    (x) I, Robot
    (x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
    (x) Universal Soldier
    (x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
    (x) Along Came Polly
    (x) Deep Impact
    ( ) KingPin
    (x) Never Been Kissed
    (x) Meet The Parents
    ( ) Meet the Fockers
    Total: 8

    (x) Eight Crazy Nights
    (x) A Cinderella Story
    (x) The Terminal
    (x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
    (x) Passport to Paris
    (x) Dumb & Dumber
    ( ) Dumb & Dumberer
    ( ) Final Destination
    ( ) Final Destination 2
    ( ) Halloween
    Total: 6

    (x) The Ring
    (x) The Ring 2
    (x) Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
    (x) Practical Magic
    (x) Chicago
    (x) Ghost Ship
    (x) From Hell
    (x) Hellboy
    (x) Secret Window
    (x) I Am Sam
    Total: 10

    (x) The Whole Nine Yards
    (x) The Day After Tomorrow
    (x) Child's Play
    (x) Bride of Chucky
    (x) Ten Things I Hate About You
    (x) Just Married
    (x) Gothika
    ( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
    (x) Sixteen Candles
    (x) Coach Carter
    Total: 9

    (x) Bad Boys
    (x) Bad Boys 2
    ( ) Joy ride
    (x) Seven
    (x) Ocean's eleven
    (x) Ocean's Twelve
    (x) Identity
    ( ) Lone Star
    ( ) Bedazzled
    ( ) Predator I
    ( ) Predator II
    Total: 6

    (x) Independence Day
    ( ) Cujo
    ( ) A Bronx Tale
    ( ) Darkness Falls
    ( ) Christine
    (x) E.T.
    ( ) Children of the Corn
    (x) My Boss' daughter
    (x) Maid in Manhattan
    ( ) Frailty
    Total: 4

    ( ) Best Bet
    (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
    (x) She's All That
    ( ) Calendar Girls
    (x) Sideways
    ( ) Mars Attacks
    ( ) Event Horizon
    (x) Ever After
    (x) Forrest Gump
    ( ) Big Trouble in Little China
    Total: 5

    (x) X-Men
    (x) X-2
    (x) Jeepers Creepers
    (x) Jeepers Creepers 2
    (x) Catch Me If You Can
    (x) The Others
    (x) Freaky Friday
    (x) Reign of Fire
    (x) Cruel Intentions
    (x) The Hot Chick
    Total: 10

    (x) Swimfan
    ( ) Miracle
    ( ) Old School
    (x) The Notebook
    ( ) K-Pax
    (x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring - started to, but got bored with it.
    (x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
    (x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
    (x) A Walk to Remember
    (x) Boogeyman
    Total: 7

    (x) Hitch
    (x) The Fifth Element
    (x) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
    (x) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
    (x) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
    (x) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
    (x) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
    (x) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
    ( ) Troop Beverly Hills
    ( ) Swimming with Sharks
    Total: 8

    (x) Air Force Once
    (x) For Richer of Poorer
    (x) Trainspotting
    ( ) People Under the Stairs
    ( ) Blue Velvet
    (x) Sound of Music
    (x) Parent Trap 1
    ( ) Parent Trap 2
    ( ) The Burbs
    (x) The Terminator
    Total: 6

    (x) Empire Records
    (x) SLC Punk
    (x) Meet Joe Black
    (x) Nightmare Before Christmas
    (x) The Silence of the Lambs
    (x) Sleepy Hollow
    (x) I Heart Huckabees
    ( ) 24 Hour Party People
    ( ) Blood In Blood Out.
    Total: 7

    130....Yeah, I'm even sadder then shayna, and thats asd.